8/13/2023 11:00PM I began having muscle spasms again. That is why the fiery post about Ableism yesterday ended up taking a bleak turn.

When this happens? It feels a little like my skin is jumping. I can’t concentrate or really do much besides lay in bed.

If I viewed my life as a fight. Yesterday I reached the point of submission.

I am going to go to the doctor at some point and see if there isn’t a way out of this. I hate the tingling, the weakness & the drop hands. I have damaged my own personal property. I have damaged work property. Give me drugs or recommend a Chiropractor. I will find a way to afford it.

Honestly this issue has caused me to drop my phone. If you know Ashton Deroy you know for a fact? They love their phone. It is the most entertaining & Organizing device they own.