I didn’t want a relationship with Grandma Pat Deroy into advanced age. I said this to my father multiple times. I said I am gay, I am living full time this way & I don’t appreciate culture of Colonial faith. I am getting sick of not being listened to so on the Dougie’s Diner domain name today. I am putting this up. Here is a big reason why I say no to all Faith practices. https://www.cbsnews.com/news/canada-residential-schools-unmarked-graves-indigenous-children-60-minutes-2023-02-12/
- I am entitled to control what I expose myself to culturally – If I don’t want to see people saying grace. I expect to be afforded the permission to not attend. I do not respect this practice. In fact around a Catholic family? I am a heretic. I prinicipally oppose the practice of their faith. Not in a live & let live way. In a way where if I am talking to a theist? I will yell down the feature of their religion in the conversation.
- I am Gay- Not the kind that puts their family’s whiteness above all else. I am the intersectional variety. I don’t believe my family culture has actually meshed well with my personal culture. I believe to this point? It has been an abysmal failure. With my father constantly running as peacekeeper. Piss off leave me out! I don’t like faith or the stupid bastards who dare to practice. On the note of my father? I was not raised to this specific Militant anti-theism I arrived at it. He has not made it easier but I will not be opposed under friendly circumstances. I hate faith! I think it’s for the brain dead!
- Last point to make. it has gotten to the point where not being listened to about my absence of faith has been ignored too much. I am willing therefore to create a negative impact event that makes keeping me away from faith an absolute necessity. It’s a psychotic trigger for me + my God Complex and I am not being listened to. Maybe it’s time for demonstration. I will not feel shame. I just want my theist relatives to piss off! Leave me alone. We are too opposed for a relationship to each other.
Grandma married into a family of faith. Not as if I did. If you keep inviting me? I will become vicious. I believe in phasing out the cultural hegemony of Religion. This is a fact. Kyle doesn’t show up to family events often for these reasons as well. So stop treating us like second citizens in the family. Realize that we don’t want a presence around faith. Period that’s it and that is all. Otherwise we have to take aggressive measures to ensure. We are not even in the room with people saying Grace. I don’t care about your stupid fucking White decency you relative pieces of shit. I don’t care if my alternative is being home alone. I was raised Catholic and I hated it! Not minced words here. I was under supported, over bored and the book of the New Testament sounds fucking retarded! As do the people who read it. I have done hours of New Testament reading suggested by grandma. I hate it more now! On some level maybe she wanted to remind me?! Cause of the head injury. However I hate the logical inconsistencies in faith. I don’t think it is a beautifiul faith. I think it is on the same level of delusion as Disney + Cartooons.
The same Way Grandma hated Muslims? I hate Christians and Catholics in a lot of cases. Homophobia, anti-science and regressive social voting. These are not supposed to be people I liked as a college educated gay man. I don’t even want Christmas because it’s so hegemonic and honestly pointless.
1 time offer. Keep me away from Religion and you can have your peace. If you do not? I have to start evaluating this as a Regresive cultural infestation. I don’t want it having a presence. Atheist implies a personal held believe. Anti-Theism want a Political movement to minimize Religion. We also take measures in our families to do it. I am an anti-Theist. To hell with the Religious Freedom of my family. In the strongest tone imaginable . I condemn their faiths.
Sincerely
Ashton Deroy
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