This is going to be the outline of the idea of this blog. I am Ashton Deroy and after losing my S*** very publicly on Facebook. I am clearly an attention seeking Histrionic personality disorder. Which kind of explain why every pursuit of seduction to get into a relationship. Feels like a swift kick in the nuts. Here are my deviations from this disorder?

1. I am resilient – I got through school Special needs plain for all to see. Fumbled quite publicly and I am ok at this point with people seeing me fail.
2. I enjoy being the center of attention however I will stand in the background to be witness to someone else’s star power. I went to school for advertising. I reacted a few times & started fights of jealousy. At this point I enjoy watching other people be the star.
3. I can speak with substance.
4. I wouldn’t consider myself overly shallow but I do tell fat people they should exercise insistently. Cause sedentary fat is a death sentence.

Here is what I do?

1. Attention seeking behaviour constantly.
2. Inappropriate dramatic speech. Especially when I am stressed
3. I do over estimate intimacy but I am working on it.
4. I can fail to direct communicate with someone properly.
5. As for Attention seeking attire? I used to do Drag actually.
6. I also keep trying to seduce my friend Jeff. Even though he is not a super sexual person. Although he stays my friend. I should be a better friend.

Back information: I believe that my Mother and grandmother both have this.

Clencher for me deciding I had it to. ‘I will kill myself if I am not getting enough attention.” I had a plan for a silent death. Then I realized I have to seek help again at some point. The scams & cult I enjoyed. Will also confirm this.

This blog is under development…..